As I mentioned in the last post I am playing poker less and less just due to other priorities in my life. I still love the game but finding time to play in tournaments or just to drive and hour each way to the casino and then play for 3 or 4 hours has been difficult.
I think some of the thrill has also gone out of it for me as I have been gambling or investing in crypto and the stock market and have big swings of tens or even hundreds of thousands of dollars per day.
So playing low stakes poker and winning or losing a few hundred feels like a waste of time from the monetary angle. However part of it for me has been about self-worth - showing I can out think, out maneuver and out-play the other players at the table. Its like a chess game where I'm desperate to prove I am the best player.
So now poker fits in to other trips. If I go to Vegas for other reasons I might get in one or maximum two sessions per trip. In soCal I might get to drive to the casino once per month. And this lack of playing has finally hit my results, especially in cash games. I used to enjoy posting on social media the huge stacks of chips I had won. But more recently I lose a bullet or two and then leave head held in shame. I think its like golf - if you dont play regularly you lose your touch. I have been very lucky in recent years winning more often than losing but in recent months I am in a losing streak. No matter what I do I cannot seem to break the streak. In my post game analysis I dont see too many mistakes but just a lot of coolers and bad luck.
So it happens to us all. The question is, for how long, and can I motivate myself to play regularly enough to become a consistent winner again. In the meantime, the stock market calls....















































